God, if I did not believe in you
I would be relieved of you

Yet, it is my curse that I do...
Now, I bow my head in shame
As what I have just uttered
Could not be farther from the truth

For I know deep down in my soul
That my belief in you, my faith in your command
Is my blessing only disguised as my curse
The pain in knowing I am aware, is simply too much to bear.

And now, my only solace comes in prayer
I reach out to you...
I beg of you, forgive me of my insolence.

Show me what I can't see,
Take me by the hand, walk me in
And guide me through Your land.